walang pamagat

Ano ba ang kailangan kong gawin? Nauubos ang oras ko sa tanong na yan. Ang hirap kasing sagutin eh...
Bakit hindi mo kayang maghintay? Kung totoo ang nararamdaman mo, iparamdam mo...

Hindi naman kita kakainin ng buhay eh...

Ano ba ang hinahanap mo? Sino ba ang kailangan mo? Kakatapos pa lang ng isang sem... ang dami kaagad ng tanong na kailangang sagutin...

Bakit kailangan pa nating magkita? Parang hindi mo naman ako nakilala... Nauubos ang oras ko sa pagsagot ng walang kakuwenta-kwentang tanong na hindi naman masasagot. Parang tanga ako dito... Naghihintay sa wala. Pero naghihintay ako kasi totoo ang nararamdaman ko...

Naiinis ako sa inyo. Bakit hindi na lang kayo sumunod? Pwede naman kayong umayon sa kagustuhan ko... Hindi kayo patas... Tama sigurong hindi muna ako naglalalapit sa inyo... Tatahimik na lang ako... Hindi ko muna kayo iistorbohin...

will you still love me?

It was another night in the park. Clayton saw yet another pair who held each others' hands tight. They both were silenced by the love they both feel for each other. Clayton can't help but stare at the two because he knows he's also one of those who aspire to be in that situation. He saw more couples entering and leaving his sight. He grew more anxious to have himself someone to love.
It was 9 o'clock in the evening. He's still in the park. The murky water from the side of the street splashed in his long trench coat by some Aston Martin car that hurried its way. It didn't even worried Clayton for his coat was water and murk proof. He washed the grime away and continued to walk around the spiral park filled with bushes and not-so-tall trees. the park was also filled with benches. Near the benches were tall posts of incandescent bulbs that lighted up the night.
An hour has passed. Still, the wanderer continued to circle the big park almost two kilometers in circumference. He noticed that the people began to decrease in number. Some of them are going home, but it was a saturday night, so, many of them went to the movies, watching the previously released movie entitled "DEPART" starring Linda Gamblin and Richard O'Donnell. Meter by meter, he walked until he felt tired of what he's doing. He noticed the stupidity he did. He sat on one of the benches and started to hum his favorite song. When he feel sad, he always hums this song to remind him of his dream. His dream to someday live and love a woman and be happy together for all eternity. He hummed "When I Look Into Your Eyes" until he went pass these lines...
We can't stop this feelin and there's nothin i can do cause i see everythin when i look at you...
The lines reminded him that still there is someone who will be everything for him. Those eyes. Those smiles. He was certain. he saw, from a distance, a silhouette. The silhouette